How tragic!

(CNN) — Anna Nicole Smith, the voluptuous former model whose life as a Playboy centerfold, billionaire’s widow and reality TV star made her the center of tabloid attention, is dead.

She was 39.

Smith was found Thursday “unconscious and unresponsive” in her room at the Seminole Hard Rock Casino & Hotel in Hollywood, Florida, according to Hollywood Fire and Rescue.

Last September, Smith gave birth to Dannielynn Hope in the Bahamas. Her son, Daniel (20 y.o.), was found dead in her hospital room days later.

~ Life can be wildly tragic at times and she had her share. I’ve never been a fan of her but I’ve been seeing a lot of her interviews on E! and I believe, she’s more than a stripper-old-sugar-daddy’s girl. She was a determined woman and a loving mom and her life is just incredibly tragic . Nothing is really sadder than a life cut short. Kaya we really have to make the most out of this life.

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To SiR, with love

Those school days of telling tales and biting nails are gone but in my mind, I know they will still live on and on. How do you thank someone, who has taken you from crayons to perfume? It isn’t easy, but I’ll try….

If you wanted the sky I would write across the sky in letters, that would soar a thousand feet high, to SiR, with love. If you wanted the moon I would try to make a start but I would rather if you let me give my heart to you SiR, with all my love.

Get! Get! Awwww!!

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Is it coincidence,

Fate or God’s divine intervention? It could be all together. I just realized it recently—a mind-blowing coincidence happened at the perfect time and I’m just so overwhelmed. It seems totally corny and unbelievable..and very unlikely but it’s happenning to me. Or is it just God’s way of reminding me that He’s still in constant control of everything. Whatever it is, I’m glad to experience this coincidence-Divine-intervention-sort-of-fate thing.

I have no more to write today. My heads been filled with thoughts of you, it doesn’t seem to function well. There’s just no enough space for other things.

Anyways, you really surprised me last night SiR. Really.’.happee!! Yeah, I had a goodnight sleep, I almost thought I slept smiling.  

Advance Happy Heart’s Day!! All the love in this world for you and me and everybody!

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Stalk, Research and Investigate

Wow. Grabeh the power of google and friendster and yahoo and multiply and myspace. These are powerful tools for stalking, searching and investigating. All you need is patience, keen eye for details + a lot of common sense, and you’ll definitely become a BIG TIME stalker on the net – all knowing and mighty.

Dito sa Pinas, the best stalking machine is Friendster. It’s like a tsismis portal. It’s what keeps you connected from your old classmates, crushes, ex-crushes, ex-bf/gf, ex’s ex-gfs/bfs. You get photos, interests, and an idea of what his/her friends are like, if he/she is dating or if they just broke off. You may not think this information is valuable, but it’s GOLD if you’re rooting for that person.

Another stalker wave is googling people’s name. In the history of Googling people, it’s hard to come across one juicy fact. Google will give you tons of search results and most of the time, you’ll get tame results about some exams they pass, when they pass it, websites they visit often and some school they went to.

But sometimes, these results are more interesting than that of Friendster’s. Mas totoo. Sa friendster, puro show off. Just recently, I googled YOU, (Yes, you SiR) and I couldn’t help myself from admiring you more than I have ever admired someone in my whole life. I am just amazed on how things have turned for you. I’ve known you from before but I I didn’t know that this side of you ever existed.

And then I yahooed you. I’m just ecstatic to see you again (virtually, ok). I must say that you’re kinda cute pala, I just realized it lately when I accidentally found some of your pix. Ok, truth is, I (intendedly) looked into some old archives, searched the worldwide web and came across you!

I’ve known you for quite a while but due to a very little time we’ve talked and spent together, my only way of finding your whereabouts is thru Friendster and Google. They’re like the windows to your soul. Nyahaha.

So much for stalking, and oh well, did I say…I’m not chasing you or anyone? I am NOT.

I am chasing the dream…….which is apparently, YOU. Har. har. har. So parang ganun din di ba?

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Jenepram Dablak

danbe fuld baragats daragats
emstel emstel jenepram dablak..

danbe fuld baragats daragats
emstel emstel jenepram dablak..

Repeat 2x

~ oh yeah! i love this! In case you didn’t get it, it’s actually J.Lo’s song

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I wish I hadn’t let go of the chance

Sometimes, life has a cruel way of putting things together.

Noon, okay ka. Ngayon, hindi na. Kase yung ayaw mo noon, gusto mo na ngayon pero ayaw ka naman na.

Wish I didn’t let the chance pass me by. I wish you hadn’t give up on me. But it’s been a while and andami ng nagbago. Hangang WISH na lang siguro ako.

Maybe it’s better if I would just give up coz there’s no point in waiting for someone who doesn’t want to be a part of you anymore. OO! Ramdam ko yun ngayon at abot langit ang panghihinayang ko. Pero sabi mo nga IT, di bale na lang.

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Feeling Bakekang these days

I feel like the ugliest person these days and there’s nothing I can do to make it any better. You see, I have dark spots all over my face, as if I just had chicken pox and my weight just wont come fact, it has reached its highest level since 1997. Imagine Bakekang.

So, starting today, I am changing my habits. I need to stop this petty unhealthy indulgence and try to start a healthy diet. Hehe. Wish!

Here’s the plan. Drink lots more water. Eat as little sugar as possible. Avoid potatoes, pasta, corn, rice and sweets (cake, ice cream, coffee), no more Mcdo, SARSI/RC Cola, fries etc. Instead, eat more fresh vegetables and fruits. Eat three meals a day but eat half the portion I would usually eat.

And lastly, go to the Gym.


Leave everything as is and resort to a more expensive way of dieting: buy Xenical.

There, pray that I may honor these words I have just spoken. I’m really beginning to lose hope. Nag pa-derma na ko. Nag anti-acne antibiotics. Anti-acne facial wash. Nag whitening. Haay. Nothing seems to work. They wouldn’t leave my face.

Plus, to make matters worse, my laugh lines can be EASILY seen from afar. Grrrh.

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Missing College life

I miss college a lot. I don’t miss writing papers or studying for tests, but going to lagoon with friends, napping right after class at Mimi’s place, going to SM centerpoint, watching EAT BULAGA during free time, celebrating birthdays with pandesal + LUCKY ME pancit canton, going to Baguio, wishing and hoping that the next prof is not coming, cramming, getting not too serious with everything, I miss it all. I mean, working and being paid is cool because not everyone is lucky to get to work full time, but it would be great to have a lot less adult responsibilities, right? Less worry. See now, I have to be at work every day including almost all holidays. Really, I miss sembreaks.

Tsismis. Issues. Open forum. Isnaban. These and much more!

It’s the CRAZIEST moment of my life. It was a carefree time, when I didn’t have to wake up until it’s 2 hours before my first class of the day. A time when my only worry was finding time to have lunch with my friends and finding things to do to spend the rest of the day.

Unlike now, I’d have to worry about loans, bills, allowances, savings, future and a lot more. I even have to WORRY about YOU…

The memories are all coming back and I guess, I’m having a little regret because I DIDN’T REALLY MAKE THE MOST OUT OF MY COLLEGE LIFE. I could have been more daring. I could have studied HARDER. I could have been NICER. I could have taken more chances. I should have taken MORE PICTURES.

But it’s no time for crying over spilled milk. If I could have it another way, surely, I will give it my best shot. My very best shot. Who knows, things might be a lot better…but I guess, we’ll never really know that.

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Be Still

Hide me now under Your wings. Cover me within Your mighty hand. When the oceans rise and thunders roar. I will soar with You above the storm.

Father You are king over the flood. I will be still and know You are God

Find rest my soul in Christ alone. Know His power in quietness and trust.

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Sir, you flatter me

To You,

I really wanna thank you for still remembering me after a long long time of no talk, email or text at all. It means a lot. No. It means the world to me, that you, while far from being reached, have searched me in Friendster and have called me, when in truth, I wasn’t being nice and cooperative to you for as long as I can remember.

Sir, you flatter me.

ANd if I could just turn back time, I would have been nicer to you. I would have been wiser and clever and choose you.

Things could’ve been so beautiful. It could’ve been so right. Don’t you think?

Bilog nga ang mundo. I guess, you aren’t interested anymore. You probably just called again because you wanted me to see your success while I, along with my arrogance, am still trying to prove my worth to the world.

I don’t want to think that my main reason for liking you is all superficial. It may look as though, but I really feel in my heart, that you are God-sent to me. How could I miss all the signs. Sir, I wish you all the best and all the love in this world. And sana magkita tayo sa FINALS.


May all forces of the universe conspire to make things happen for US.

~ from me

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