I haven’t completely thought about it but right now, I wanted things to stay just the way they are. I hope things will get well soon otherwise, I might go somewhere else, get an engineering job and fly fly away. What I need right now is patience and a lot of compassion so I can accept these changes no matter what. Argh! I’ll give it a shot so wish me well! This seems to be a perfect mantra for tonight:
If you don’t like something, change it; if you can’t change it, change the way you think about it.
Ok fine, whatever!