I don’t know why, how and when it started but most of the time, I find it really hard to reward myself with something expensive…like I get this guilty feeling all the time whenever I spend big amount of money for my lunch, for my clothes, for gimiks etc. I always get this feeling na it’s kinda unfair that I am spending a lot and enjoying my time while others are miserable, unhappy and suffering with no food in the table…lol, but seriously, don’t you ever get that feeling? When I’m eating ice cream, naalala ko yung mga ice-cream-deprived na mga kids sa Barangay namin. Kase naman noh you have to go to Bayan (which is an hour ride pag naka tsamba ka ng jeep and 3 hours if you travel by foot) pa para makatikim ng Cornetto.
Nun binitbit ako ni Reyna sa Quezon and Baguio last year, you will not believe how many boxes of buko pies and how many jars of strawberry jams I brought home for the family. Baka kase they get jealous that I am having all these chances when the only Baguio they know is the Baguio that they see on TV.
I rarely buy something for myself. Can you believe it, the first time I bought a cellphone was last Oct 2006. Barely 2 years….kaya I am new to texting eh lol. When I finally got the chance to buy my OWN cellphone, to become free of guilt, I also bought one for my mother and my 2 other brothers. If I wanna buy something, I make sure that everyone in the family will benefit from it like, TV, DVD, WASHING MACHINE, SOFA, COMPUTER, ELECTRIC FAN, TABO, PLANGANA, THERMOS, PLANTSA, KABAYO NG PLANTSA, DINING TABLE, BED, KASEROLA, FLOWER VASE, KURTINA etc lol
I am not selfless naman, God knows I am such a pathetic selfish grown up girl who’s still clueless of what she wants to do in life. lol
Pweh! Andaming ek ek. This is what I really wanna say, nanalo ako ng 1G iPOD Shuffle courtesy of PROGOBBLER.NET
Hehehe. I won! I won! I won! Knowing how ‘barat’ I can get, I wouldn’t spend money for this. I’ve always wanted an iPOD (apple green color) but I would never ever buy one for myself. Baka kase bigla na lang pag gising ko meron na ako nyan eh….and nagkatotoo nga! This is such a nice treat! Thanks CHUVACHIENES for this lovely advance birthday gift! Lagyan mo ng picture and otograp ng BUTSE GANG once you send it ha. Thanks again!
Hoy, wag na wag kayong mahihiya mag regalo sa kin ha.
I have blogged about this iPOD thing here and on my friendster blog. When Chuva started the contest, I have always believed that I will get it and I did! I realized, we really have the power to attract into our lives the things we want, and that is based on what we’re thinking and feeling. Hanep, akala mo nag iisip talaga ako noh..copy paste lang yan, lol
Like Attracts Like.
Don’t you ever wonder how you and the people around you ended up as friends? Why can’t I be friends with the elites like the Gucci Gang…but puro matatalino lang ang nagiging friends ko sa IN and OUT of CYBERWORLD? Uyy, yung iba nag iisip kung friends ba kami. LOL. KAse people of the same wavelength gather together. Whatever it is that you conceive in your mind, your body will achieve them. If you put so many nega things in your mind, surely, you will get to meet nega people and eventually, experience nega things around you. Di ba? Kaya surround yourself with positive ions. Believe that the best is yet to come! And never ever under-estimate the power of positive thinking.
Things are really going well in my personal life – finances, career (hopefully), sa family, sa friends…
Sa lovelife…si XYZ…nakikipag-mabutihan, CHARING!!!! Joke lang. NUNCA!!!!
And finally, nasagot na din yung malaking malaking question na bumabagabag sa ‘kin the past 2 months. I am so relieved and glad to know that YOU are ok. 🙂
PWERA USOG!!! Lawayan nyo ko!
The foint is, yes, after all these babbling, I have a foint, did you get it?