January 9, 2008. Well, I wasn’t kidnapped, holdapped, murdered *heller, nag b-blog nga eh*, hi-jacked, raped, but this day certainly qualified for the worst day of my life!
Last night, while dragging myself to the office, I witnessed a karumal dumal scene in Cubao. A man was hit by a bus, lying unconcious and covered with blood. Grabeh and the people were just splattered around doing nothing…alam mo yung nakiki-usyoso lang. I swear…for a while, nag-hysterical yata ako and I was shouting dun sa mga bystanders (nasa ordinary bus ako)…deadmaru ang mga gunggong…I was telling them to call the police and ambulance. Yung bus na sinakyan ko kase stopped in the middle to make usyuso din. I was shocked and shaking. He looked like 35-45 yo, both hands were palang napilipit and his face was like turned slightly over 180 degrees but he’s breathing. I could see that he’s breathing and these people, my God!! They’re just watching ‘kala mo may shooting!!! Hay! I could have called the police or ambulance kaso mo wala pala akong load.
The next morning, probably around 9 AM, same place in Cubao, while on my way home naman, I witnessed again another karumal-dumal scene. I strongly believe that MMDAs, drivers and conductors should go through an extensive ANGER MANAGEMENT PROGRAM. Nag pa load lang yung driver and this MMDA guy galit na galit dahil nag ca-cause daw ng traffic. Ang iinit ng ulo akala mo may mga PMS. The MMDA wanted to get the driver’s license, eh the driver refused kaya they ended up cursing and shouting at each other for like 10 mins! Nung mag GO yung traffic light, GO din ang driver iniwan sa ere ang MMDA. Few seconds pa lang ang tinatakbo namin ng biglang…eeeeekkkkk…blag…nauntog ako! Nagka-bukol! <– hinde yan ang highlights, ETO –> Oh no??? We just hit 2 people riding a honda motor bike!!! This happened along Edsa and Aurora Blvd crossing. The boy and the motorbike was (almost) under the bus while the older man, he was thrown few meters away from the point of accident. There was soo much blood all over!! Oh my God again and again and again! I could see the boy breathing while his father or kuya was lying there lifeless. Same scenario. I could have stayed there but this mama shooed me away eh they were just scattered sa gitna ng EDSA and everybody was acting USISERO esp the MMDA, causing major major traffic in all corners! I could have offered First Aid, CPR or mouth to mouth resuscitation *as if, applicable* Hindi ko alam kung sisisihin ko ba yung LOAD, yung MMDA, yung DRIVER, yung KUNDOKTOR or YUNG nag mo-motor.
It really scared the hell out of me.
The pictures of those guys nearly dying were playing on my mind the whole time, parang slide show. It’s just too much to bear. What if it happened to me or to my loved ones or to you? I wanna die gracefully and peacefully, Lord. I really pray na those guys are ok.
I could not relax enough when I got home. I decided to change my template na lang and nag dunung-dunungan. I tried to do some tweakings *which caused me severe headache* but I screwed up. So I got this site down for hours yesterday. *Hanep mag-relax, hahaha* I tried my best to fix it, believe me, but after several hours of nosebleeding and internal bleeding, I gave up. I surrendered everything to my host. They fixed naman the problem in 3 hours. So I was like feeling shunga, I swear I’m not gonna do anything with FTP, mySQL etc especially when I’m nearly having a nervous breakdown. Hahaha
All these happened in less than 24 hours.
It’s just the worst day ever. I really felt jinxed. And the only reason I can think of why I had such a bad bad day yesterday is because someone freakin’ USER out there celebrated his birthday!